It's Friday!!!

Finally...

I've been waiting for this day all week school is exhausting! More homework this week. I can't be assed...

Mentoring proved I am doing well in school. English, Maths and Science I'm above my target level which is good but I don't know how I'm good at Science all I do is mess around I swear. It's one of the subjects I actually have to take seriously regarding but I really, really don't care.

Music I'm below my target :'( It's my favorite subject and I always try my best I guess not good enough. I'm doing alright in other subjects but hey ho. I only have to do certain ones next year so I'm so lucky I don't get to choose so Science... I have a good mark in History but I'm not sure I want to do it but I'm good at it so I don't know how that works out.

I'm doing nothing this weekend, again. I should spend it with my friends or family either one. I got nothing to do tonight.

OMFG! Just found out my mum wants to do a house swap because she doesn't like where we're living fuck sake... I've actually settled in- ish well I like the school for the time being. I might move though but I don't mean this quick. If I have to move school if it's to mango (Mangotsfield) I won't mind that much but any other school apart from mine and mango no just no. I need a say in this to she can't just go ahead and do it :O Something to ruin my day... and I was beginning to love today. For no reason there's nothing to be excited for... I am not amused

Soo....

How's life?

Mines be upside down this past week but hey ho I'm still smiling. Losing friends, running away and going mad is too much for one week.

Good news is I'm going to Britain's Got Talent again like I'm actually going to get in but I'm not going to give up it's too early for that yet. Start small no matter what. I'm not one for giving up and it takes me a while to actually do it but I don't mind that much. I need to add a few pictures to this blog again. My friends are amazingg <3 Lily, Erica and Alice you are amazing. I have others don't feel bad all my friends are amazing but I can't write all their names down as much as I'd love to.

Lily is amazing. She is unique and 100% random. She has taught herself how to cope with so many problems and is just an inspiration overall I wish everyone else could see that. She's strong, gorgeous and I look up to her. She should be treated better and recognized as an amazing girl rather than what everyone else calls her. If you knew her like I did you'd think otherwise she's amazing, full stop no doubt about it.

Erica is cute, small but she is a star. She has always stuck by me and she's one of the only friends including Lily and Alice that I haven't yet fallen out with. She's amazing at gymnastics even though she's never been caught she is mainly sugar with a hint of spice. One of my best friends for life.

Alice is just gorgeous. She never gives up and always has an amazing smile on her face. She's with her friends no matter what and is an amazing person. No matter what hate she gets she doesn't let it get to her. She is amazing she's is hearing impaired but can hear because of hearing aids without them she wouldn't be able to hear a thing but even if she didn't have hearing aids that wouldn't be a problem because she's a fantastic lip reader and she knows sign language! She loves learning about new things and different people's cultures she's a great friend and I don't know how anyone could hate her <3

These are the descriptions of my 3 amazing friends they deserve recognition they probably don't want their full names on here but they're all amazing and so much more. I love my friends more than they know it <3

Feisali, Halimah, Mother and Dad have recently went to Africa miss them all so much!!!! xxx Dad's coming back next month and Halimah, Feisali and Mother are coming back next years already cried over them all. Miss them so so so much I can't even put it into words. At least their coming back when they do I can't wait plus I'll nearly be 14. They better be here for my birthday :P

Anyway have to go now,
Watching Some Girls at 10pm BBC Three love it!!! Laters :)

It's the weekend!!!

It's finally the weekend...

It's raining the majority of the week so our typical British weather is back. I have a lot of homework and one detention. Well actually I already had 2 this week but it's not my behavior its because I was late for school once which wasn't my fault and yesterday I was looking through my timetable I read every single lesson I even double-checked. I go to Shania's house and then she tells me we have P.E. my face dropped. So I got a kit detention but then again we didn't do anything interesting we're just doing fitness challenges at the moment that add up to our overall P.E grade mines going to be rubbish anyhow.

Dad's coming today instead of tomorrow since we're going to the cinema tomorrow for my cousin Jack's birthday party. It's not his birthday until the 20th I think that isn't so far away but it's worth it. I really want to watch Insidious 2 but my cousins not allowed to watch it with me I'm not scared it's just even better to watch a scary movie with someone it's a laugh. I still haven't watched Paranormal Activity I'm not that scared of the dark but I'll find it hard to sleep in case I get dragged out of my bed or possessed.

Instead I'm watching Percy Jackson and The Sea of Monsters. When I was in Yr 6 I loved the Percy Jackson books I even cried at the last one so sad. I've read all the books so now it's boring. I might read Sea of Monsters today for a re-cap I haven't read it for such a long time. I've never really been able to write a book I try but then it's hard because if I ever get off track and then the reader won't get captivated by it.

I love writing as you can probably tell. I'm also a major chatterbox. I usually talk over people without realizing. I love it when I'm hyper I'm unrecognizable I'm crazy. Once when I was hyper I went to M&S with my friend Chanel. First I went upstairs tried on all the hats and sunglasses including oversized men's jackets,

Then I tried on a £100 men' s suit and started dancing around in it. Next I went to the lingerie section and picked up a DD sized bra and actually put it over my clothes I didn't get told off actually one of the ladies who worked there actually thought I wanted to buy it pmsl. Next I went downstairs and put lipstick all over my face then wiped it off with a flannel but the colour wasn't that good so I got a darker colour and Chanel abandoned me so I ran after her still with lipstick all over my face but I had my hand over my mouth to hide it. The security guard was like giving me evils me and Chanel ran up the road and shouted, "We love your store!"

Haven't been back there since.

Apologies

So...

Back to school loving it. Year 9 is actually amazing and I've made a new friend. My lessons are good along with my teachers and I'm top set for Maths, Science and Languages. There's not a set for anything else.

I'm doing my new school production, Jesus Christ Superstar. It's not what you think it is not some religious crazed play no something modern. I've already started on two songs and already have learnt some good choreography.

I'm finally in Chamber Choir just waiting for the day. Ambitions day is coming up soon on Wednesday 16th October 2013. Loads of Year 9 pupils will be going to U.W.E for Ambitions day.

Ambitions day is basically where we get an insight of what we want to do and how to do it. It's not just stand as listen we actually get involved with certain tasks. I have a good idea of what I want to do but I have to be sure and make sure I'm doing the right thing. Next year it's all going to change again and I'll be preparing for certain exams. I don't know which year out of 10 or 11 is when you do your Mock exams. I'm guessing it'll be Year 10 the year before you show what your made of. It's going to be hard I'm not ready but I'm on my way.

I love school it's not the best but it's where I set out my future I might not necessarily get to where I want to be but I at least want to study and get some good qualifications.

The school process is slightly annoying because of the placement of the canteen we have to walk the length of the school to get to the canteen it's so annoying. I'd rather have our own canteen even though we have separate lunches from the Juniors.

The name of the school hasn't changed at all just become some kind of academy. There's Junior Academy and Senior Academy. You can tell the difference from the jumpers. Your jumper's like your access pass so we're not allowed in certain areas so we can't cut through to get anywhere quicker.

Before we had one way systems I'm glad their gone-ish. I understand why they were there though but having them now would just be complicated. I'm actually learning more this year better teachers I guess I don't mind strict as long as their not too strict and at least a teacher with a sense of humor but also good at teaching us properly.

I'm not sure if I want to be a teacher I used to like around Yr 6 but now I've changed my mind. I don't know whether to stay on at my school or go to a college. I can't wait for my future as long as it's alright I know being an adult isn't the best I know it's not going to be perfect but I want to at least get somewhere in my career.

So, if I can I'll update this tomorrow sorry for the long time gap hoping this makes up for it.

Laters,
Leila 

What to do...

Last night Shania managed to convince my mum to let me sleepover hers with Emily our friend :) It was hilar and amazing I love them both. I was being a bit of a party poop last night Shania made a disco I just sat down. I love to dance but not always in front on people unless I'm hyper then I'm capable of anything.

Been to the doctors today. Pointless really I get more help from Google...

My mum's going out today so I have nothing to do I've just discovered I can do Skyscraper by Demi Lovato I'm getting better at singing which is good.

School's nearly here I don't really care I like school I like home. Mainly school because of my friends but the learning isn't all bad.

I banged my head on the window yesterday now I have a bruise on my head aha :P

I don't really want to go out maybe a day to chill, sit in and just be lazy.

I haven't got much to write about today soooooooo I'll probably do another entry later on today or tomorrow,


Laters. 

Home at last!

I enjoyed it at Butlins I had a great time too bad I had to leave I might not be going there again for a while. My auntie Susannah got ill and claims she doesn't want to go to Butlins anymore so we're to Littlesea next year which isn't that bad but I'm going to miss Butlins. 

I had to write my name on Matthew's arm just as we were leaving well when I saw him but we didn't get to talk for long I don't know if he's found me on Facebook yet but I'm not hard to find I stand out especially with my name. 

I still have a bad tummy from when I was at Butlins but I don't care it's not enough to ruin my usual routine I'm going out with Chanel today but first I'm waiting for the tablets to kick in. I signed up for Britain's Got Talent again I can't remember whether I've wrote that on here or not but anyway I did. I'm getting together a song not like last year I ended up singing a completely different song from the one I rehearsed I still didn't get through but I don't mind.

I'm going to have to rehearse a lot this time more than before I'm going to start from now.

Also, I'm convinced I've gained weight so I'm going to start watching my eating more and exercise it will work if I try hard.

I'm going to the doctors tomorrow about something kind of private so I'll leave it out of here for now. 

I guess I've wrote enough for today so, 

Laters. 

Last day on holiday!

Today is my last full day in Butlins, Minehead. I've had a great holiday about to see Paul Stockman a physic in Reds one of the other clubs. I've made friends finally everytime I go swimming in the sea I meet new people I've met a boy called Matthew no offence to the other boys in Bristol but you all should be more like him. Not all boys in Bristol are the same but I can't see any boys who to be honest aren't twats sometime everyday. He's nice and I know I can trust him as a friend.

He's 15 and he's going to be in Yr 11 after the holidays he's already done work experience I'm doing that next year as I'm going to to yr 9.

I'm about to have a Coke Float which is a coke with vanilla ice cream on top. They're great :) 

I love swimming in the ocean and playing in the waves which is dangerous-ish but life's not fun without taking risks. Just beware of currents that can sweep you out to the centre of the ocean.

I also met a girl and her sister Evie and Esme is what their called. I haven't spoke to them much but I have Evie on Facebook.

I can't wait to be back with my two bezzies Shania and Chanel they make the holidays better without them I'd be lost without them. 

Later.

In Butlins!

I'm on holiday at Butlins I was here last week as well...

Haven't wrote for a while sorry about that my last post got delayed so now I'm re-writing one. Currently, in a Katy Perry Tribute Concert my opinion: shit. It's just annoying the way she talks and sings she should be her own singer rather than a Katy Perry tribute.

Even though people say, 'I don't see you on stage.'

I would gladly take her place and show her how it's done I have no experience of working with a crowd but I have performed for many before so I do have the nerve to get up there. It's over now anyway.

There was a great performance at the start Shaolin Monks they were amazing! There were so many people there weren't enough seats which is new.

I went on a Zip Wire today and spent the rest of today spending my nans money and having fun.

Last week I watched The World's End in the cinema I know it's a 15 but I got in anyway. Watching Wolverine tomorrow can't wait and I'm going to the beach then doing whatever after.

I don't know what I'm going to do when I get back. Anyway going to enjoy whatever's left of the entertainment. Laters.

Sorry

Sorry about the last post being quite dramatic and all.

So,

I'm going to Butlins on Monday I can't wait hopefully the weathers good and there are no storms. There was storm last night it scared the shit out of me the TV nearly blew up so I turned everything off in the house.

I had a really long dream last night so I woke up later today. I'm eating my brunch, cheese on toast.

I have two blanket on my bed one thin but really big one the other a normal duvet. Last night when I went to bed I slept with both the duvet first then the thin one over but it was too hot so I pushed back the duvet with my feet and there is no way I would put the duvet back on it was rolled up at the end of my bed. I fell asleep so I woke up this morning the duvet is on me perfectly and the thin one is down the side of my bed. Creepy. I couldn't have done it myself.

The sun was out when I woke up this morning now it's raining typical. We've run out of ketchup great. I'll upload a picture of whatever so my blog can look less boring.

Halimah my sister, 9 months

Feisali my brother, 2

Abdul with one of the entertainers when we went on holiday,9

Me, not so recent picture, 13

Sleepover!!!!

Have been ill for the majority of the day. Been sick and had a headache probably because of the rain yesterday and the rain.

I had a sleepover yesterday with my best friend and cousin it was amazing. Also yesterday my phone well I don't have one, water damage I'm lucky my iPad hasn't been that affected. Well, there is water damage I'll have to upload a picture it's bad but it still works. I can get a new one anyway insurance came with the price but I have to wait six weeks well until I go back to school and actually tell them. When I get a new iPad I'll use my brain. I don't think I'll get one again.

I'm watching the Hunger Games I've watched 4 movies today I'm doing well I so wish I wasn't ill I'm getting better hopefully tomorrow I'll be fully recovered.

It's still the holidays it's going to be a while until I go to school again. I prefer to get back to school it's getting boring crap weather, nothing to do all day.

Might be going on holiday next week I can't be assed I'm still going to be stuck in Britain I'm usually ok with the casual British holiday parks. I've been to Germany this year it was an adventure but it was  similar to Britain in some ways. Holidays are too much effort I like going away but the packing and all the expectations.

I probably feel like this because I'm knackered but I haven't done anything today. I hate being ill I feel like sleeping all day.

Up all night watching Netflix 😝

Omfg!

It's been nearly a year since my last post and it's Summer again! I'm finally 13 so no more being 12. I'm going into Yr 9 next I'm excited because I have a place in Chamber Choir I never thought I'd get in but I did and also I'm in my next school play Jesus Christ Superstar I know I'm a Muslim but it's acting.

I'm going to Butlins again this year and I have done every year since 2008. Last year I met Danyl Johnson and Stephen Mulhern and saw a shooting star. It was a great holiday and at Swanage Coastal Park I was singing all the time karaoke I'm in. Also the singer who came to the park invited me to sing onstage with him.

I finally got best friends in my school Emma and Shania since day 1 of Year 8. It hasn't been a good year but whatever the bad is nearly over so it'll be guaranteed better next year.

I have an iPad it's part of my schools E-learning scheme I have no Wi-fi in my house so I can't use it much so I can only update using the computer as I also no longer have a laptop well when my dad manages to sort mine out I want one of those small laptops I prefer laptops than computers. I like my iPad but you can do more on a laptop. I have a new phone as well nothing special just an LG luckily it's also an android phone so good enough but I might be getting an iPhone soon.